A Pure Affection

Why is it that sometimes I feel so on top of the world and at cloud nine and the next minute I'm just down the drain...whatever my feelings are, that's me...the woman that I am, the years that I left behind...but the little girl I was, is still there in me...I give so much love and want to be loved in return...sometimes too much love can be heart-rending because you expect too much from the significant other...that's y tears can easily be shed, coz of the strong emotional attachment...I know it's wrong and unfair, but every so often, it is hard not to wish for the well-deserved treatment and care that I've yearned for so long...if not, I will never know what my life would be having been treated just like what I have always wanted...can't wait for that day...no matter how long, I will wait and I will stay...

As for me, I would do anything and everything for people that I care and love most in my life..and will I find a person (other than my immediate family) who'll do that to me? Maybe it's a wishful thinking...maybe not...coz I intensely believe people can change for the better when they realize the value and significance of doing it...for that, I just feel like writing a poem tonite...

My friend, my L.I...

Would you always, be a knight? Would you always, make my day so bright?
Would you always, kiss away my tears? Would you always, chase away my fears?
Would you always, look at me this way? Would you always, laugh at what I say?

Would you always, miss me when I'm gone? Would you always, sing me your favourite song?
Would you always, keep only unto me? Would you always, love my company?

Would you always, hold me in your heart? Would you always, stay and never part?
Would you always, love me as you say? Then I would always, love you all your days!

Sometimes - I just need someone to talk to, to lend an open ear.
Sometimes - I just need to share my problems, and hope you are always there.

Sometimes - I just feel sad and lonely, and don't know what to do.
Sometimes - I pray with all my heart for a friend, and then, God sends me you.

Sometimes - I want to take a walk, and I want someone by my side.
Sometimes - I need a bigger shoulder, on which I can cry.
Sometimes - I just need a simple hug, to bring joy into my life.
Sometimes - I just need to remember, that you are always there for me!

Will you...will you...will you?