Friday The 13th n Valentine's Day

Didn't realize it was Friday the 13th yesterday...coz I was enjoying my once in a while previleged pre-weekend short getaway...not that I'm superstitious or anything, just that I just luv Friday the 13th...reminds me of my uni days in City of Halifax...made me laugh after all these stressful, strenuous and depressing 6 months...and yet today is Valentine's day...everywhere I saw flowers, banners and ads on this celebration...anyway, I don't celebrate it nor am I enjoying it...but I got flowers though...almost every year...wish they were from somebody else...

Life is for us to enjoy while we still can...but am I enjoying it...yup but not to the fullest...too many unfulfilled dreams, too many hopes, too many quixotic delusions, too much sorrow and misery...that's me...but I'm not being held back too much by those anymore, at least that's what I promise myself this 2009...I know it will be one of my best years ever...just like the previous odd years, especially 2007...yup I LOVE 2007, that explains my email, doesn't it? 2009 is the YEAR OF REBOUND...that's what somebody said...and true indeed...pray to God...

I wish that all my dreams, hopes and delusions will show themselves in "certainty" very very soon...and all the sorrow, misery and frustation just vanish from my life...at a nite like this, everything is so quiet, tranquil and serene that I can only hear the sound of the heart-wrenching song being played on my computer...though I am alone now, I feel the peace n stillness and all the good memories just come rushing back to my drifted mind..........nite